I went to chemo today and it usually quite uneventful for me, falling asleep after they infuse benedryl into my system. I'll admit I don't like being in this position with my health and I may even feel a little sorry for myself at times. But today, I heard the crying of a very young toddler nearby, apparently receiving some sort of injection or infusion. Talk about instant perspective. My situation cannot compare to that of the young family and their sick child.
Life is unexpected. It is painful and wonderful. We just don't know when we wake up in the morning which it will be. I have had many moments of perspective lately. The news has been full of stories of horror and loss, from people as far away as Sudan, to our neighbors in Missouri.
So, when I do have moments of sadness, because I often do, it is almost always followed with a little shame. Shame for not being grateful for the wonderful moments that I do have, and the opportunties that still are before me.
I looooove you. Very well said. You are so strong --- and you should not feel shame for having moments of sadness, you are allowed to feel! But it really says a lot about your character and strength that you recognize perspective.
ReplyDeleteVery insightful and wise, Mona. So good that you remind us to evaluate our lives in an unselfish manner. That's a daily struggle in my case. Your posts inspire. love you, joyce
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